you were all the dreams i'd lost at dawn.







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teehee
Friday, July 10, 2009 / 12:28 PM
























this is how singapore's mrt lines will look in the future.
super cool la! everywhere is practically connected already!:D
heeheehee. didnt go to school today.
sleeping in while i'm supposed to be in school. damn shiok sia the feeling.



die already siol.
/ 9:50 AM

i just ordered another dress from asos.
i really need to stop shopping...
i have crazy amts of shipping to pay when all my things are here.
i'm doomed! ):



we're build to last.
Sunday, July 05, 2009 / 10:44 PM

okay hehehe havent had a proper blog post in so long.










































i love miranda's expression in this pix! ^^


and just cause i miss everybody(:

*****

i am tired. and glad there's no school tomorrow!
YAY. going out w xingxing. and i should be studying more.
but my attempt damn fail sia. mep is on such a tight deadline
i feel so deadlocked. i promised target's gonna be my last spree!! :D
i'm so proud of myself. cause i turned down zing's 'invitation' to do f21 again!! ^^

i have a new bed btw. wowowow.
and i also have new dining chairs and a table coming.
and a new sofa and bookshelves and a vanity table and lots of other stuff.
feels like i moved in all over again:D

and me and melia bought the most amazing device the other day a toys r us.
it was this round inflatable float (to add to our collection)
it was pink green yellow and blue. and i can float on it.
after O's our mission in life is to glue ourselves to the float
and to the pool. and sit there and drink our mojitos. yumyum.
i hope i've integrated sexy blissful thoughts into your head.
okay byez peeps. i really miss everyone ):



Lost in translation
Wednesday, July 01, 2009 / 7:47 PM

But.. If everybody was right, there would be no wrong.



lost for words
Sunday, June 28, 2009 / 6:47 PM

i'm speechless, really.
for the first time since then, i'm sincerely.
without a hint of jealousy truly happy for you.
i guess that's why i liked you in the first place(:



all things pink
Thursday, June 25, 2009 / 7:44 PM



hi melia, since i love you so much.
i've made up a sort of lists.
a list of things you must own in your entire life.
i'm so glad we're friends :B
psst, i included both the patent and embossed leather
for the gucci tote in pink that we both love(: -mwah.



super gorgeous wants!
Monday, June 22, 2009 / 9:08 PM

was shopping with mumsy last friday.
didnt buy alot. but we did buy one expensive expensive item ^^
anyway. so we went to gucci. and i laid eyes on the most beautiful bag ever!!!
it was love at first sight, i could feel my heartbeat racing and my pulse quickening!
-blissful sigh. it was so gorgeous and i couldnt bear to just look.
i had to touch. so i got mumsy to ask the salesman to take the bag.

joy of joys, it was part of the embossed series i assume. cause it was embossed (duh)
and it was the softest leather i ever touched. i'm not saying this just because i love it!
i kid you not, it was really damn soft and beautiful. the colour that i fell in love with
was green btw. they have blue, purple and pink too. but green was awesome!
it wasnt the garish kind of green. but the mint-green that is all the rage now.

-sigh. pictures below! the green looks gross here but its the ONLY decent picture i could find.
the real green was like super pastel kind of mint-green. and it felt light and flowy and ahhhhh.
how sad all the pictures i've found so ugly. its part of the joy collection.
but nvm, at least we've got another big ticket item in the house now ^^
and new furniture's here! feels like i've just moved in all over again:D

P/s : okay actually the blue and purple not bad too.
mum's considering buying it for me. but she just bought her other item
so i really dont think she'll be willing to spend like another thousand):






getting under my skin
/ 8:44 PM

you never fail to unnerve me.
lost and tired. need to study more.



if you forget me - Pablo Neruda
Sunday, June 21, 2009 / 4:43 PM

i want you to know 
one thing.

you know how this is:
if i look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if i touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
towards those isles of yours that wait for me.

well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
i shall stop loving you little by little.

if suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for i shall already have forgotten you.

if you think long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where i have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
i shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

but
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine



drama floor anthem
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 / 9:20 PM

this is for you my jeanna. (HAHAHAH)

DRAMA FLOOR ANTHEM:

For one night only, TKGS drama club is proudly presenting to you their SYF drama piece 
entitled ''Lost Angel.'' A play centering around the theme of choice, the seven deadly sins
and temptation. Come see your friends in monster make-up and awesome costumes!

Singapore's very own local bands will be performing too! Including..
For This Cycle
Travel Tales
Nuns with Guns
Fire Away Samson and more!

This gig is in aid of our Drama studio floor which is in terrible state. Also it is to support the 
TKGS drama club fund and the school's needy fund!
What are you waiting for! Grab your friends and come for 

THE DRAMA FLOOR ANTHEM!

Email jeannaloe@yahoo.com in this format.

Name:
(If TKGian, please specify)
No. of tix:
Mode of collection:
(Pre meet up/At the door)
Contact Number:

TICKETS ARE 10 BUCKS ONLY!!
SEE YOU THERE!(:



lost for words
/ 7:26 PM

i wish i knew what to do about you.
but i guess we're at that stage where

i cant talk to you without feeling awkward
but yet we try so hard to keep this together.
when both of us obviously know its rather pointless.



kiss an angel
/ 11:53 AM

watched hannah montana yesterday!
like finally after so long. it was damn funny and it was quite good(:
heeheehee. tuition with zinger then study.
the life of a sec.4 student.
bye!(:



i believe in laughter
Sunday, June 14, 2009 / 10:18 PM


watch this for ultimate laughter rofl.

i just spent more than 50 bucks on ebay stuff.. ):
my new wetseal slippers smell like playdough.
yummy yet disgusting :/



you are my destiny
/ 5:37 PM

































gah i've really been shopping so so so much! ):
but i studied today and ytd so i dont feel so guilty! HAH.
love ebay ~~ and i'm so tired. i think i've got finger cramp
from opening too many new tabs on my computer screen.

go get twitter and follow me!
http://twitter.com/beckstan

and you know facebook.com has usernames now right.
and some person took beckstan. this woman called beckah stanley.
where's the link?!?! i get the becks, but the tan?
yeah the 'tan' so came from the 'tan' in 'stanley', genius siol.

-embarrassed grin. herbonestructure just informed me how it linked.



from the past hehe
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 / 5:16 PM

looking at old pictures with melia has never been so fun.
roflmao. i will never show the world, muahahahah!
went swimming today heehee and we had fun today:D
okay bye.




and the dreams that began at dusk.