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Sunday, March 18, 2012 / 2:07 PM ♥
oh man time is passing so. damn. fast. my hours flow into days and my days flow into weeks. finished my first week of work alive! my work's fun and i like talking to all the despatch guys they're all so friendly and nice to me hehehe ;) but the people in my office are just bleah wanna slap so many of them every single day. cant wait for my second week to be over :):):) and for the weekend to come :):):):):) anyhow went Mink with the girls and danial and some of his friends yesterday! first time at Mink! love clubbing with danial its like guestlist and vip for life <3 kinda like the place and the crowd's older so more mature less rowdy like in other places. supposed to meet the bb Christine but when i left she just arrived AND THAT WAS LIKE 4 IN THE MORNING. also, i woke up at 12 decided not to go for open house and the uk exhibition and i woke up with no voice whatsoever. roflmao. nobody will take me seriously when i zhao sia like every 5 seconds. this is hilarious. but i had such a fab time yesterday, yesterday was gooooood :D 0 comments of shift dresses, and scallop trims
Thursday, March 08, 2012 / 9:11 PM ♥
we are out of control. after breaking my shopping ban i am now like OKAYLETSGOWHOOPDEEDOOP. which is very very very bad. spent the whole day in bed yesterday online shopping and skyping with the bbmav. bbcel is currently at 200+ damage, i have orders from multiple sites. and bbmav is ordering naaaaastygal as we speak. sigh. i cant decide on which dresses to get for the life of me. and what size i should get my shorts in. which also reminds me - that i need to stop eating. i wonder if the day i dont feel shit about myself will ever come. 0 comments A Levels
Sunday, March 04, 2012 / 7:47 PM ♥
oh wow. its already been 2 days since release of results. went for SMU open house today with gengen, and Uni apps are blowing my mind. just reading on the preparation for interviews and i feel so drained already. UCAS is making me run around in circles and so is LNAT. and i have deadlines omg deadlines. should i try for scholarships, and if i do do i apply now or after i get a place. i have so many freaking questions. but, above it all. i put my faith in God that he will put me where i am supposed to be. this isn't supposed to be a preachy post, but i have no more fear. because i have tasted the goodness of the Lord :) how else do you explain such results? i did good ma, i did good :') 0 comments every second is a highlight
Thursday, March 01, 2012 / 9:06 PM ♥
< 18 hours to results i love ALL of JessieJ's videos. every single one of them. they're all so catchy and they're the only thing that is distracting me now. so poppy and bubbly and dancy and so fun :) :) :) she makes me want to have fun all the time, every time. 0 comments wouldnt change a thing
/ 11:52 AM ♥
< 1 day to results ANYWAY, on a more shallow note. i can't decide which pair of havis to get. my first and current pair is still in good condition and i love them to death. but i want a new pair. to keep. and hold. and look at. both so prettttty sigh. i've always wanted the gold one, it was my other choice before i bought my current one so idk :( but yet the black with gold metal embellishment is so pretty!!! and how can you go wrong with black and gold yeah????? sigh this is a hard decision. very.   gonna meet the maesie for dinner later. she wants cedele and...... i am too full from breakfast. daddy brought me to eat my super long craved breakfast at CMC! whoo -happyface- but i am so full now omg. cant eat for lifetimes already. and i need to find new people to spaz about wrestling with. yesterday's #raw matches WERE SO BLOODY GOOD. i cant even- i dont even know where to begin. 3half hours of WWE yesterday hoyeah no better way to start a thursday morning. plus early morning texts :) :) :) cant wait to see everyone tomorrow too :) we wont say our goodbyes, you know its better that way. we wont break we wont die, its just a moment of change. 0 comments home is where the heart is
Wednesday, February 29, 2012 / 6:36 PM ♥
had a pretty awesome day today! went back to raffles place to meet my 2nd mummy!!! and my new found lovely at work :):) so blessed to have found such wonderful people at work <3 i left my internship this time with so much more than i had ever ever expected :') anyways, had lunch with them and walked around shopped around abit. it was good just seeing them and catching up with them! headed back to the office to see everyone and say hi to them too!!! i miss my table and the office and the pantry and the library i just miss everything :( but i'm still going to be around the area whooo! got my job settled already i'll still be in raffles place area HOYEAH. i can meet all of them already heeeehehehehehe ^^v so i didnt walk out of the interview & i'm now an employed individual no more hobo-ing aound! < 2 days to results. HERE WE GO. 0 comments believe..?
Tuesday, February 28, 2012 / 8:55 AM ♥
4 more days to results. where's the line between faith and over-confidence? 0 comments Saturday, February 25, 2012 / 9:43 PM ♥
oh wow. i cant believe it. 0 comments almost
Thursday, February 23, 2012 / 9:30 PM ♥
sometimes i get so frustrated with my parents argh that i feel like punching the wall over and over again. but no matter how angry, i know the 1 cardinal rule is never to air your dirty linen in public. on a lighter note, went for the DFS interview today and i'm not gonna take the job. what a waste of my time. stupid hiring people made me wait for 45 minutes (dont they understand the meaning of punctuality) and it was for some shitty job of data entry at airport, and if i wanted sales it would be in town. also, i could only start in april which meant wasting an entire month away. so, no. OHOHOH, and went clubbing with the girls yesterday. and omfg i am not clubbing for like lifetimes. cant believe the shit that happened, these kind of things are supposed to happen in movies?? or books??? or television??? not real life, and most of all not in my life????? this is so screwed up still coming to terms with it. oh and since i turned down the DFS job, that means going through papers to look for a job again. sigh. 0 comments inching towards the end
Wednesday, February 22, 2012 / 11:43 AM ♥
had such an awesome day out yesterday with the girls @mavistlj and @clxp :) :) got driven to town in what i dub the YETI MONSTER MUAHAHHA.  shopped for 9+ hours straight hola we girls are tough ;) total $$ damage for all of us was very very bad... and i sadly report that i've broken my shopping ban... the guilt is swallowing me whole inside. but yet i am in torment from the delight from new clothes and the secret guilt. sigh i am indeedy quite horrible sigh :'( on a lighter note, i am truly feeling the after A's enjoyment now :) it came a little too late cause i kinda rushed into work immediately after A's! but my work is over ohyeah and i'm nua-ing and being free without a care in the world :D OKAY WAIT SCRATCH THAT - RESULTS NEXT FRIDAY. its next friday already, not the following friday, or the next month - but NEXT friday. cant believe my entire life is culminated onto that piece of paper that will indirectly determine my future. but i have faith, because i have an awesome God :) :) :) :) okay bye gonna get ready for tonight already!!! Helipad with the friends tonight whooooo its gonna be an awesome night :D   i never knew i could feel that much, and that's the way i love you. 0 comments all we are
/ 12:05 AM ♥
i've been feeling more and more disillusioned as things occur and the days go by. i'm starting to question if all my friendships are as superficial as they seemingly feel nowadays. and i ask myself am i being too judgmental and critical on every friendship just because of a few failed ones. but yet i know i'm not wrong to be questioning myself or even saying that to begin with. because case in point: how can i be best friends with someone who doesn't even think of me as someone she can tell anything and everything too? and yet i know she loves me and i love her and we'll always be there for each other. the irony is not lost on me, and this shit is seriously blowing my mind. i'm sorry for the insipid posts lately that are so lacking in everything. but i hate this. i hate this. i really hate this. i wish to say i cant do this anymore. but the fact is i know i can, and i have to. because i can't simply run up to every friend and shake them and insist they do their part as a 'best friend' if not we cant be friends anymore. (which is also why i dont believe in best friends, but for lack of a better word - here we go.) this friendship shit needs to stop screwing with me. or maybe i should just expect less because nobody will ever be willing and able to give what you think you can give. its not you, its me. 0 comments thats the way it is
Monday, February 20, 2012 / 8:25 PM ♥
i am horrible. i am horrible. i might need to slap myself soon. I AM CRAZY. I AM GOING CRAZY. how could i have gone from "this is nothing." to how i'm acting now all in a span of less than a week. I AM INSANE. i am too old for this shit......... i need to get a grip. please please please becca please remember expectations = disappointments :/ |
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